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*SUICIDE* I tried to end my life Jan. 14 2007 (Part1)
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“Nobody ing cares what you have to say” .either, ooooooo but btw thanks for the comment!!! NOBODY cares what YOU have to say either! *BIG SMILES* I? LOVE getting comments from people who take time FOR ME!!!!!, thanks for wasting YOUR time to comment!! =D Yay!!!- Care to comment back? I can’t wait & I’ll look forward to hearing back to what you have to say. Which won’t matter, I already have plans to laugh back at you. **REMEMBER- You took YOUR time to comment how stupid I was, or how I am an attention seeker. GUESS WHAT??-So are you for commenting. =D Goodbye! Move on & get a liufe. I’m living my life by expressing how I feel. WOw, what a life you have for leaving pointless comments.
A year on January 14th I tried to kill myself. I didn’t realize how important life was. Even though I still struggle with my mental illness, I keep trying & I want to let those who think they are alone…you are not alone! Seek help if you are feeling unsafe. Things in life can be better.
I’m planning on making a video to talk more about it, though its very tough right now. I’m glad to say that I am different & see life differently, which is a good thing.
Am I still alive because??? Why??
It was a January Sunday afternoon. I took off bc an (ex) friend’s father said he’d put me over his knee and slap me. I got scared and I told someone. But no one believed me. I took off & cried, I felt stupid and bad. I took it a lot serious then anything else. This video explains a lil of what happened. Taking pills over and over…(it says 30 but I had taken more.)I didn’t realize how serious it was…I was so close to death.
It still is a very scary thing for me to think or talk about. I have panic attacks & tons of fears while I was being treated & then in the ICU. Bad experiences.
The nurse did tell me that I was going to die. I think he said that to scare me, bc he knew I changed my mind. You think I’ll do that again? NO!!!! It’s been 9 months & I am doing pretty well. 
Every time I am depressed I watch this & it makes me rethink. Also, when I know someone I know is feeling so bad that they want to die, I show them this. I should of died that night, I had every reason to be. It was my last chance to make things right & I am here bc of that. I still think about it everyday & every night. Still scares the out of me but that’s a good thing eh?
Rochester, New York State. Shortsville NY, Wayne County, Ontario County, Monroe County, Western NY.
Duration : 0:2:38
There is help. And …
There is help. And it doesn’t cost a cent, not 150 dollars a session with some psychologist who wants to get rich, and not 3000 from a doctor who doesn’t care.
This help is free. And wonderful. And proven to work if you believe. You just close your eyes and talk. That’s it. You talk to God and believe me, you’ll feel Him listening to you. And you’ll feel His love and compassion and understanding.
I love you.
My friend you need …
My friend you need JESUS in your Life”
i Read that and only that.
God is nonexistent science Vs religion = science always wins, its fact.
Wow, you are so …
Wow, you are so supportive. Just what a suicidal person would need.
Failure is an event …
Failure is an event,NOT a person. — William D. Brown
i am from italy …
i am from italy and i am suffering as crazy for him 7 years togheter , verybody seems to go in the wrong way, but my parents would die from the pain, as much as i suffer may the lord give me the strenght and let me meet someone who is really worth it . God bless you my friend
My friend you need …
My friend you need JESUS in your Life, i felt the same way before in my past, but Jesus changed my life and gave me the Peace that peace that you cannot find nowhere in this earth and he gave me the Love that no one can give you. Please believe in Jesus he loves you (John 3 ;16)
Dont ever try to commit suicide again, you willl go to ok. May the peace of the Lord always be with you.
hey, I don’t know …
hey, I don’t know you, but I’m glad your alive.
jan 14 is my b day
jan 14 is my b day
lifes awsome …
lifes awsome because you nevr know what tomorrow will bring
dont kill yourself …
dont kill yourself
You might as well …
You might as well go kill yourself if you can’t appreciate life.
i hope ur getting …
i hope ur getting the help u need and im glad to hear that u survived. i tried to kill myself to, i did the same thing cept i couldnt drive away to do it cuz im not old enough, and i didnt take as many pills, i guess that was my mistake
Im contemplating …
Im contemplating suicide 2, watch my vid, cause im prob going via sleeping pills
watch my vid, u get …
watch my vid, u get to decide if i die
hey just take the …
hey just take the good comments and leave the rest of them….there r many stupid people in this world…obviously u had ur reasons to do that… life is beautiful if u try to find the ways that makes u happy, .of course life is not simple , .anyway to keep it short ..everybody …even me wonders somedays why the this happen to me and get depress…but as long u have ur health babes ..fuck everybody and just LIVEEE….live ur live in zenith….at the end of the day we live once…….xxxx
Why did your {ex} …
Why did your {ex} friend’s father say that to you? Did he say it in a dirty way or because you did something bad?
I’m sorry that you …
I’m sorry that you had to go through with that and you don’t know me but I’m glad you didn’t die. I once tried to kill myself. For reasons. but i hope that you are okay now. if you need a friend im here most of the time.
your welcome
your welcome
If you ever need a …
If you ever need a friend, or someone to talk to. Let me know. I have been through the same, for reason’s I couldn’t say infront of everyone.
hope u and anyone …
hope u and anyone else dont try to commit suicide and if anyone does i hope they dont do it.and i hope if they do commit suicide,that there not catholic
well u dont know …
well u dont know that.shit head some of us do care.i bet 66% of us care about ppl even if we dont know them we,are family.
well nobody cares …
well nobody cares about u! got! go kill urself if u dont care about him.how do we know ur not retarded.
Thank you!
Thank you!
It’s seem like you …
It’s seem like you doing better though and it’s good that your still here
“nobody ing …
“nobody ing cares” what you have to say either, ooooooo but btw thanks for the comment!!! =D I love getting comments, thanks for wasting YOUR time to comment me!!!! =D Yay!!!- Care to comment back? I can’t wait & I’ll look forward to hearing back to what you have to say. Which won’t matter, I already have plans to laugh back at you.