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Should I end my life ?
Ok, I always had different thoughts,since i was young afraid of the telephone ! for example if she switches on her mobile phone and i had a phonecall from an unknown number or a number i dont not recognize, i am very scared that someone called for something bad, or that they are after me etc etc etc. also i thought i was alone i nthe world and i was crying and stuff
Lately the last month i have another thing. Ok , I used to have dizzy spells on the past too then got over it, now since 20 days it started as i was working in front of the pc a head spining sensation, from that time i keep thinking abhout dizziness, i wake up in the morning first thing i think is dizziness, i sleep last thing i think is dizziness the result is i am 24/7 lightheaded and dizzy feeling, its not that the room is spining but i feel like my head is moving , i went to the ENT he told me no problem with ears, i think maybe i have MS, brain tumor, encephalitis i am thinking all day about this and i cant think nothing else, i am deprtessed and cry and drink i have so much stresss, i overworkl too at work many hours in front of the pc and i have this constant feeling, qwhen i leave work its better but still there, i have always been hypochondriac all my life since i was young but now i think i want to end take pills i dont know i cant stand this anymore, i said to the doc to do an MRI but he said he doesnt think i should do it … what if its tumor ? what if its encephalitis ??? what if its toxoplasmosis? or leuchemia ??? or cancer ??? i read in the internet all symptoms and i think i have it…. i also suffer from OCD ….. any advice on how not to think this 24/7 appreciated, thanks ! i have always been a hypochondriac since i was young, for example if i had a lump on the head i weas crying thinking its brain tumor, if i pee a lot i think i have nefropathy, now this 24/7 pressure back of the head and dizziness has conquered my life i live in a constant fear i am like a zombie, i take my temperature 24/24 thinking i have fever, my life is ended any help ? i also take my temperature 24/24, i have 36,6 and i am scared to death !!!! today i got my temperature and it was 37 !!! now i think i have aids or something , my stomach is so tight, i am crying because i think its fever.l… i had cbc (blood test) everything was perfect my doctor told me that i am very stressed and anxious ….. why is my temperature 37 then ????
, everyone tells me these symptoms are psychosomatic, ??? do you think i should end my life ?? icant stand this anymore…. :(((
no i don’t think you should end your life~but i really think you need to get a hobby besides your alleged illnesses~have you ever considered like volunteering @ a homeless shelter or woman’s center or even a nursing home~i truly believe if you get out in the world & deal w/those less fortunate that you may put some of this energy in a different direction~have you ever thought about the military?? they could help you learn a lot of different things & get your mind focused elsewhere ?
Alright man to much typing. But no man dont you life your to good for that
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wow…..go see a doctor and get some xanax. It will definitley calm you brain down. phew….Just no matter what, do not end your life. Go to a doctor. immeditaley.
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You should reach out some more hon, youve already started to by being here. Just reach a little further and see a therapist when you are feeling suicidal. It means the chemicals in your brain arent right, its chemical usually…like diabetes or any other illness.
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No you dont need to take your life. You need to see your doctor about your fears and be referred to therapy.
If you want to talk you could join an online support group like http://mhsanctuary.freeforums.org/
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Several things come to mind as i read this, first doctors are wrong a lot, so if they say there isnt anything wrong, and they dont know what it is……sometimes they will say it ‘is all in your head’ when it isnt……..even tho sometimes it is……..
So, when you say you are hypcondriacle……..people stop listening thinking you are making it all up in your head……..
I think there could be some real things happening here, with you, that havent been properly diagnosed……..the dizziness can be hormonal ,head neck back problems, or something else……..just like you are saying,also……..this is normal concerns that are not being taken seriously, you you get more upset …..and then no one listens……. a maddening circle…….
What i think you need to stop this is to get a doctor that listens,;tests, and explains……… here is a guy you might like, below
Also as you seem to imply, the computer CAN and DOES make some people dizzy and it can also trigger epilepsy and there are many forms of epilepsy,which include dizzy feelings………
So, you need a better different doctor………not to end your life…….. I have a feeling the right doctor wll help you emmensely………’i ALSO THINK YOU WOULD DO WELL TO FIND SOMEONE YOU TRUST TO GO WITH YOU TO THE DOCTORS AND BE AN ADVOCATE FOR YOU, SOMEONE TO SPEAK AND STICK UP FOR YOU AROUND DOCTORS
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THIS IS FOR AVATAR HAH…..BELOW, 13 Y/O ….. THESE RESOURCES CAN HELP YOU , ALSO……. SO I HOPE YOU LOOK INTO THEM AS WELL……….IT IS ALSO WELL KNOWN THAT IF YOU FIND A MENTOR, SOMEONE WHO YOU ADMIRE THAT IS DOING WHAT YOU WANT TO DO IN LIFE, THEN ASK THEM TO ADVISE YOU AND ‘MENTOR’ YOU……..AND HELP YOU GET THERE, ALSO.
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You need to see a doctor immediately!
Here is a number that can help you 1-800-SUICIDE / 1-800-784-2433
Please see a doctor. This will not get better, only worse. You are experiencing sever paranoia and anxiety. You need help ASAP!
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Suicide is never the answer. Talk to one of your loved ones about it. You just need to relax. talk to a therapist about it. Your family and friends will be there for you no matter what.
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why would you end your life? im sure you thinkin about this all the time just makes the anxiety worse. just forget about it and think about other things that make you feel good. talk to friends about it. usually talking to someone about a problem is the best thing to do
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no i don’t think you should end your life~but i really think you need to get a hobby besides your alleged illnesses~have you ever considered like volunteering @ a homeless shelter or woman’s center or even a nursing home~i truly believe if you get out in the world & deal w/those less fortunate that you may put some of this energy in a different direction~have you ever thought about the military?? they could help you learn a lot of different things & get your mind focused elsewhere ?
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Try getting away from your computer? It seems this dizziness comes on when you’re on one. Ask your boss for a week of and find a relaxing activity. Like yoga or meditation. You should ask your doctor about what illnesses are related to your symptoms. I think you might a phobia by the way. You may also have anxiety. Don’t think your world should end if you do have anything. There are hundreds who suffer like you, some worse. Remember that if those worse off can make it through each day, you can to. The drinking will rot your liver btw. SO try to stop that. If it gets to a point where you find a knife at your throat and your the one holding it, you may want to look up some local rehab centers. Ending your life is a sad thing to do. It’s like your giving up. Try before your do something drastic.
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No way,we all have difficult days know one is immune i know about Ruff times .wait a day or a week and you wont believe what the changes will be.think about something to get your mind off negative thoughts about how bad we have it .do something stay busy clean your mind of clutter .think about those poor people of haiti ,Pretty lucky aren’t we remember someone love you.
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You said it yourself "i have always been hypochondriac all my life since i was young" . Idenifying the problem is the first step….now go fix it. A steady piece of ass cures all.
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The doctors that you have seen should have referred you to a psychiatrist he is the specialist in wrong mind thoughts and he can give you a correct diagnosis. Please make an appointment right now. Your mind is fooling you and there is help. You can live a happy and productive life without all of these damaging thoughts that are consuming you. With the right diagnosis there are plenty of safe medications that can help you. Your psychiatrist will know if there is a physical problem and can help and refer you to someone who can help with that. First the emergency is you have to see a psychiatrist, he can stop this. Please go to the site it was written by someone who felt just the way that you do http://www.metanoia.org/suicide. There are numbers that you can also call that are staffed by professionals who can help one is 1-800-273-talk and 1-800-SUICIDE.
Don’t let this continue please get the right help that you need.
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Don’t end your life. There are worse things than what you described such as:
Never been in a relationship
Being obese
Having every big thing you hope for in your life being slashed away
Getting braces on and being rejected from the school of your dreams (the same week)
Having no friends
Just a few things I have to live through. Everyday my head feels heavier, but that’s nothing compared to my heart. I know, I know you probably hate being told you don’t have it as bad. The truth is, you don’t. Not as bad as some people. But in your heart, you do. I feel guilty when I see other people with worse off situations. Then I feel angry. Yeah, that’s one of the "Five steps of sadness" or whatever. But when is acceptance?
I would end my own life, but the only thing stopping me is my mom saying how everyone who does suicide is bad, selfish, etc. I don’t want to look like that in her eyes.
Well… I didn’t really give any advice, but I hope I made you feel a little better anyways. Crying helps me.. A lot. I think I’m depressed…
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Did I mention I’m 13?
Dont listen to these people who tell you to go to the doctor, Stop…take a deep breath, and relax. It’s not as bad as you may think it is…it’s never as bad as you think it is….you may not be a religious person…but anytime you struggle, one person is always there…GOD. and i know you make think it sounds cliche and probably just some other christian throwing it in your face…but if you truly sit down in a quiet room, and talk to him…tell him to relieve this burden of worry…he will…it may not come right away, but it will get better…trust me. It’s never worth ending your life, take my advice and i KNOW you will get better, i’ve witnessed it work many times in my life. He loves you and it will get better. Peace.
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