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*SUICIDE* I tried to end my life Jan. 14 2007 (Part1)
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A year on January 14th I tried to kill myself. I didn’t realize how important life was. Even though I still struggle with my mental illness, I keep trying & I want to let those who think they are alone…you are not alone! Seek help if you are feeling unsafe. Things in life can be better.
I’m planning on making a video to talk more about it, though its very tough right now. I’m glad to say that I am different & see life differently, which is a good thing.
Am I still alive because??? Why??
It was a January Sunday afternoon. I took off bc an (ex) friend’s father said he’d put me over his knee and slap me. I got scared and I told someone. But no one believed me. I took off & cried, I felt stupid and bad. I took it a lot serious then anything else. This video explains a lil of what happened. Taking pills over and over…(it says 30 but I had taken more.)I didn’t realize how serious it was…I was so close to death.
It still is a very scary thing for me to think or talk about. I have panic attacks & tons of fears while I was being treated & then in the ICU. Bad experiences.
The nurse did tell me that I was going to die. I think he said that to scare me, bc he knew I changed my mind. You think I’ll do that again? NO!!!! It’s been 9 months & I am doing pretty well. 
Every time I am depressed I watch this & it makes me rethink. Also, when I know someone I know is feeling so bad that they want to die, I show them this. I should of died that night, I had every reason to be. It was my last chance to make things right & I am here bc of that. I still think about it everyday & every night. Still scares the out of me but that’s a good thing eh?
Rochester, New York State. Shortsville NY, Wayne County, Ontario County, Monroe County, Western NY.
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Social Strategies a Social Anxiety Treatment gets grilled
http://panicbreaker.com Social Strategies the anxiety self help ‘cure’ is put under the microscope. Can it stand up to the ten crucial questions you should ask before you try any anxiety treatment
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Natural Aids Cure Self Help Video
Discover one mans way to a natural cure of AIDS from http://www.SelfHelpVids.com
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SIX Natural Cures for Cancer?
There’s a lot of misconception about cancer. We have been told by the so called ‘experts’ who work in accordance with the big pharmaceutical businesses that there is NO known way to cure or even prevent it, and instead they advise us to take their chemo & radio treatments for it which, quite clearly, either cause more damage than there actually is or have no effect on the cancer at all!
However, there are people out there (Rick Simpson, Jim Humble, just to name a few) who have discovered natural, safe and more effective substances to combat cancer. Hundreds, if not thousands of people worldwide have used these substances and claimed to have successfully cured themselves of various forms of cancer, including terminal, and others claim to have cured themselves of other illnesses like arthritis, migraines, MS, anxiety, depression and even AIDS & malaria by using them. But the mainstream media will not promulgate any of this, and the big pharmaceutical companies will not endorse them. Why? Maybe it’s because they’re not as profitable as their own made drugs!
The big pharmaceutical industry invests so much money by manufacturing and selling their medication drugs and by deluding the public into thinking that there is no other alternative medicine. If the people found out about these substances, the whole of this monopoly may well just fall apart.
Also, science has proven time and time again that the cause of cancer is due to under nutrition, especially due to a lack of nutrients like vitamins C & B17, and due to an acidic body. This is because the nutrients & enzymes we consume, from say a diet consisting of raw foods like fruits & vegetables, neutralize unhealthy acidic cells in the body, like cancer cells, and protect the body against the cancer causing agents that we pick up in our everyday lives from cigarette smoke, mobile phones, food & drink additives, and pollution in general. If our bodies became nutrient deficient, these carcinogens will accumulate inside of us, destroy tissues and eventually form cancers. This is why cancer is so common in todays world, as most people’s diets consist of nutrient depleted, processed foods. So the obvious way to prevent or possibly cure cancer is… simply by having a healthy diet! Drink clean water, eat more raw fruits & vegetables that make your body alkaline, unlike meat and dairy that makes it acid and cancerous!
If we all started eating more healthily by growing our own food instead of buying the carcinogen loaded, genetically altered crap from the supermarkets, and used, say stone-fruit seeds, MMS, cannabis & mangosteens as alternative medicines, this planet could almost be disease free. Who needs pharmaceuticals when the solution was already here?
These videos below contain more information on each of these potential remedies:
MMS: Kills cancer cells and all other kinds of pathogens - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1tZ22UEQwU
Cannabis oil: Some types of cannabis oil are apparently anti-psychotic and anti-cancer - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pjhT9282-Tw
Apricot seeds: Contain vitamin B17 that targets and destroys cancer cells - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNleJ_fw9jk
Chlorella: Detoxes the body of heavy metals and other carcinogens that can lead to cancer- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIU63LaaV_o
Vitamin C: In large quantities has been known to neutralize poisons, help with allergies and destroy cancer cells - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RANFQ0Po_GQ
Also read: BAKING SODA & MAPLE SYRUP CANCER TREATMENT:
http://www.fourwinds10.com/siterun_data/health/holistic_alternative_medicine/news.php?q=1209404469
Also look up:
- Mangosteen juice
- Robert Beck, AIDS cure
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3. Energy and Illusion as Quantum Reality as the Future - The End is Agreed upon by ALL?
Our problem is our perceptual ideas of the energy that flows from the friction that is existent between ourselves as separate personalities.
Within that we create an a, an idea of what life is and we manage it through systems called: Laws and morality and beliefs.
Within that we then create a digital world, which is existent in the mental, while we disregard what is real in the physical.
And we have thus no value we give to the physical, but yet we fear to lose our mental self. That mentality has created the world the way it is today.
That is our problem. That is the point that must be stopped. Not the physical. The physical reality is pretty cool.
Our mental reality is pretty ed up.
Now imagine, as the consequential outflow of you when you die as a mental self; is that you no longer exist, from the physical realitys point of view, and you become nothing more than a thought, the outflow of what you have become.
And then you become a thought of a thought. And a thought of a thought of a thought.
The average human being today exists as less than their own thoughts. Thats why their thoughts have the power inside their self -inside the mind- to question them.
So if you have a conversation with yourself in your mind, where your thoughts have the capacity to reduce you to a physical experience of fear or anxiety or feeling less than then you are less than your thoughts.
Pretty screwed up, delusional existence, that is now placed within a fascinating context: That apparently you have choice to be like this.
The choice to be like this is existent within your mental projection of yourself within which you have an holographic experience of super-hero, for instance, where you are, you are Superman within your own mental projected self;
Where you can do anything, because it does not impact the physical.
Common sense is existent within the physical, that which is commonly sensed between all physical (parts) to support itself, itself.
Now imagine that our very nature in this world the way nature operates - is now a manifestation of our digital self, our mental projected, projected self.
And we have lost contact completely with the physical. Which is why, slowly but surely, most of the physical that was here is busy dying, is becoming extinct. Just as we are becoming extinct.
We are becoming extinct as a real being, and in that we become only at the end: a thought, a projected digital self, which has no existence in reality whatsoever.
And then we are screwed. And you cant trust any of that because can you trust your mind? You cant trust your mind. Because your mind will form opinions and will be impacted by a singular energy source.
So if you are two beings communicating: You are at high alert, the other on is at high alert, youre throwing opinions at each other, at each other and out of that try and form an alliance or you create a war - of mind.
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In discussion with Bernard Poolman on Desteni Farm
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Social Strategies a Social Anxiety Treatment gets grilled
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Is Panic Attack & Anxiety Treatment ‘Bright Life’ any good?
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Social Anxiety Treatment Social Strategies scrutinised
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Part 3 - 101 Ways to end Anxiety & Panic Attacks Naturally
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Part 4 - 101 Ways to end Anxiety and Panic Attacks Naturally
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